Anny Place, Anny Where, Anny Time
Irgendwie, Irgendwo, Irgendwann
Evening in front of the TV unaware expecting an almost contemporary play about the French-German relationship between both world wars. So the TV magazine told. Some kind of support for the ordinary history lessons at school. Well, there was written more, see image below, but who takes something like this a face value? But then - her!
Ease it is to know that there are others having been struck as well, even pros out of the journalistic scene. Although if I hadn't seen her in real, but just in the mentioned TV production of 1981. More lucky was theater goer M. Carrington Adolph shortly before, leading to his inspiring short story A Thousand Ships. How similar the events are! It's clear, I have preserved her photo shown in the TV magazine through the years, too.
Eventually just one fine day in Paris...
Anny Place
Eleven o'clock and fifteen minutes p.m., Paris, 9th Arrondissement, Place Édouard VII VII/Rue Louis Jouvet. The theater goers have disappeared into the night. A few isolated small groups lose themselves in the square in front of the theater. The cool night air feels well after more than two hours in the oppressive warm theater. Five minutes ago the curtain fell to Sarah. With her in the title part. And with me in the third row.
German TV magazine GONG 15/1982, April 18th 1982
Why do I stand here? The first time I ever saw her is almost
ages ago. As Helen of Troy in a French screen staging of Tiger
at the Gates (Jean Giraudoux: La Guerre de Troie n'aura pas
lieu) on German TV. Too beautiful to be real - without any problem
she would pass through all passport checkpoints as Greek goddess.
When she strolls closer, alarmed one would stumble some steps
backward, if one didn't sit in a TV armchair. Upsetting likable,
with a clear look out of shining blue eyes and a certain ironic-knowing
sometimes even strange dreaming smile. After a few days I found a
complete simple explanation: tall, slim, long legs, long hair, some
kind of dangerous beauty, and then this touch of a toga - silky
flowing, one shoulder, semi-transparent on bare skin. (And even yet
she appears respectable anyhow ;-) No wonder - the Y-shaped chromosomes
just danced - I probably had a crush on her. Nothing unusual at
this age phase - Rod Steward's Maggie May effect?!
»It's just a pity that obviously I'll never see her again.
Well, let's forget it.
«
About two years later I stumbled into a television review of the
German release of Les Comperes (Engl. title ComDads). With
an actress, whose movie son was of about my age, but »the
one woman, who would be better for me not to meet ever. But she
is really sparkling with charm. She even almost eclipses that marvelous
French theater actress seen more than a year ago. This one has also
these clear, bright blue eyes which she would really need a
gun license for. And - wait a moment - just believe it or not, no
doubt, it's her again! So she looks in reality!
«
Half-hearted searches didn't lead further. What, however, should
they have led to? Nevertheless, I saw her a few times on television
then. Better than nothing.
Ten years later, a last midnight zapping brought me to From
Hell to Victory. »Who is this?
« I felt as if I
had grasped with my wet fingers into the wall socket. No foam at
the mouth, but I was trembling. »Nevertheless, that's her
indeed. Do I freak out yet? Something is definitely wrong
here!
«
One and a half year later, after a day on a trade fair stranded
at the Palais de Chaillot. My eyes curved over nocturnal Paris:
Sacré Cœur, Eiffel Tower, the sky-rise building in
Montparnasse. »Well, there she lives...
«. Goose-flesh!
»That will do now! I want to know what's going on. I want to
turn that off. By all means!
«
In the succeeding period I get through everything step by step.
»In numbers there counts perhaps 25% appearance, 50% liking
and 25% fascination. It must be, however, something concrete.
Regularly something to grip.
« Fascinating in Tiger at
the Gates, massive alarming in The Demon of the Island,
but the break-through came not before La Seconde (Engl. title
The other woman). The subconscious started to report after one year
during I thought about it from time to time (instead of playing on
the smart phone during waiting; weren't just available yet ;-).
»It is as if the instinct of self-preservation is
activated. It comes from the outside: something with this woman is
wrong, something horrible has occurred to her. Concrete, it
concerns something serious, if not even death.
« Just an
abstruse suspicion, but right from the beginning there was such a
strange hunch.
Anyway a decision was necessary, therefore I tried to take up
contact with her agency and - I received an answer. Not of the agency,
but some lines of her directly (»Woohoo!
«). After
some rapture and relief - »I even could ask her at least
directly...
«, and perhaps it wouldn't have taken much for
and maybe I would have tried to ask her to a coffee (well, would
then have been too much of a good thing!) - indeed, just almost by chance
I stumbled over her autobiography Le voile noir as German
edition. What a luck I had never made up my mind for questioning.
That would have been more than embarrassing. Really bad in fact!
Hard to avoid the impression that there is somebody transmitting
on one's own frequency anyhow (possibly, however, with massive negative
offset). Very strange.
Anny Where
Elicited from the Internet since a half year I know where, when and what she plays. Suddenly, three or four days ago I've made up my mind. If not now, when ever? Two days ago on the spur of the moment I reserved the theater ticket and the hotel room.
Sarah, Théâtre Édouard VII, 2003
Today is the day. This morning shortly after four o'clock I've
risen completely awaked - five minutes before the alarm clock rang
- in order to fly to Paris (don't ask for the price!). Since the
late morning I'm strolling through the city. First of all I was at
the theater to pick up the ticket and a poster. Nobody was bothered
that I don't know French. Today I already visited seven
arrondissements, maybe eight or nine. Absolutely unexpected I just
strolled by her flat - the blindly selected sightseeing tour in the
travel guide just passed her residence - nothing more. I am not a
stalker, not in the least.
Now I'm sitting in a promising position here in the
theater...
Slowly the curtain rises. Tense silence in the hall. Tall, slim,
elegant, motionless, with the impression of a shop window puppet
Sarah dozes on a chair. Perfect in each manner. Praxiteles would
deeply enjoyed her sight. Under the veil of her hat one divines her
face only. Nothing but her genteel hands are to discover. Pitou
(Robert Hirsch) comes closer and carefully raises her veil, reveals
her - visage. The whole theater holds its breath - ghostly silence
for at least a minute. Really breathtaking despite her closed eyes
and her black eyelid shade. After a while she opens her eyes...
This shining blue, this clear look! A murmur sweeps through the theater.
Repeatedly one hears a low »... bleu ...
«. Although
the French audience should really know what she is worth.
It is a mixture between tragedy and comedy. Both actors do not
spare anything themselves and the audience: very fast, interlaced
dialogues; she is impulsive almost a pain in the neck, with strong
mood fluctuations. When she starts to argue, to rave, the audience
will jerk. He is brilliant with comedy, parody almost slapstick
interludes which remind of Louis de Funès, bringing the audience
to roars of laughter. And both complement each other fancifully,
open up continuously. Enthusiasm in the audience. Nevertheless,
Sarah is charming. She becomes somehow pleasant more and more. One
develops sympathy for her.
Curtain to the second act. She has exchanged her strict 1920-style
costume with a long white night-dress and a red dressing gown, her
hair (red wig), up to now high-put, open, down to her shoulders. A
respectful, long lasting whisper sweeps through the theater. She is
just marvelous! Supported by the liking of the audience, she rules
the stage. Now she gets really cracking. Until Sarah breaks down
overstrained... Dead?! A sigh, almost a quiet groan, in the
theater. No, only exhaustion, pooh... Thus, nevertheless, there is
a happy-end Sarah and Pitou dance cheerfully.
The audience is carried away. Several curtains. He receives the
applause and the bravo shouts professionally. Her intensive look
moves through row by row as if she would like to thank everyone
individually. Really enjoyable.
Anny Time
Engrossed, washed outside with the audience flood
standing in front of the theater.
Originally I have thought just to mingle with the autograph
hunters inconspicuously just in order to see her from near. Her
book and a pen are more camouflage. Because, to tell the truth, as
autograph hunter I haven't the smallest experience. And I really
haven't any hope, too. But I suppose I should regret it for ever,
if I didn't try it at least. »If only some would be
present. It seems I'm wrong here in general. Well, it doesn't
matter.
«. The play and the memories out of a time just
even more than twenty-years ago - just remember the TV magazine
excerpt - want to be digested...
KTO TV Magazine June 29th 2003
(The link is from 2003, too; appearance at ca. 37:10)
Quarter to twelve perhaps. Again a door swings open at the
theater front like it happened several times before. Hidden behind
columns, again fragments of a conversation, and then - her voice. I
approach slowly. Suddenly, a couple of steps in front of me a tall
slim silhouette, over all almost about 6 feet - her. She turns her
back to me, however, I immediately recognize her by her physique
and her kind of motion. Her interlocutor draws her attention to a
group in the square. Supposedly theater folks. She turns towards
them, and because I don't want to be impolite and in no way to be
importunate, I let her walk unmolested and proceed to the edge of
the square. Just unthinkable to block her way or even to tap on her
shoulder.
The group is involved in an intensive conversation. She avoids to
be the focus of attention, but listens carefully instead. I take the
opportunity to watch her from a proper distance of some meters:
tall, slim, magenta colored, tight, calf-long skirt, sweater of the
same color and the almost compulsory thin yellow scarf around her
shoulders. Suddenly I catch her eye. I nod my head to greet her,
she looks at me astonished, hesitates, and then nods back and
begins to smile. »Oops! Doesn't she even blink to me? Wow,
she even waves to me! I'm dancing
on the ceiling!
« ...
A few minutes later she says good-bye to the group - and crossing
the square she directly strolls to me! I gasp for breath convincing
me not to stumble some steps backward and then - »Bonsoir,
Monsieur!
« - »Bonsoir, Madame! Excusez-moi, would
you be so kind?
« I present her autobiography to her for
signing. Of course, she is so kind - and even naturally continues
to speak English. What a voice and what a shining smile! I thought
of remarks in interviews like »the room lit up in her
gloss«, and so on, just as usual exaggerations. But she seems
so uncomplicated, so surprisingly friendly, full of almost youthful
charm. Really charming and bewitching. And even from the proximity
(and with removed make-up) she looks extraordinary attractive. Even
without the rose-colored fan eyeglasses, really marvelous, a dream
woman.
Surprised she views at the book, leafs through it with interest
and then looks at me asking. Of course, she knows the images, but the
complete layout is obviously strange to her. I explain that it is
the German edition. She hasn't seen it up to now and doesn't know
of being published in Germany. She starts to look for a pen and I
offer a felt-tip pen to her and just manage to get off the cap.
Thanking she takes it. She searches for a free space to put the
dedication and asks for my name.
I do not want to make her more trouble further on, because it is
close up to midnight and she has just finished more than two hours
of heavy work. In addition it would be almost ridiculous to stammer
something like »You were fantastic!« or even »I am a
great admirer of your art«, although I am obviously not
able to speak and understand French. She will imagine her part
anyway.
I try to assist her getting rid of the pen and thanks to
the perfect timing - in the same moment she tries to grasp after
the cap - our hands collide. She chuckles and watches me amused,
when I need two attempts with my trembling fingers to put the cap
onto the darned felt-tip pen. Yes, she imagines her part. An
intensive look says more than thousand words.
During parting her smile shines on me and when she walks away she
turns around for short and blinks to me again. »Au
revoir!
«
Encore
Extended tours through Paris - of course, due to
sightseeing I didn't use the Metro often - provided much time for
thoughts.
On the following day when my wounded feet were cared (by the way
sticking plaster is sparadrap), but refused extended walks, I bought
a second cheap theater ticket at the Kiosque Théâtre in
the Place de la Madeleine. »When I'm still just
here...
«
Already her strolling up and her smile during the encounter
massively reminded me of Helen of Troy now it turned completely
strange. Long after the show suddenly lady's shoes energetically drubbed
on the cobblestones and rapidly came closer. And then at once -
exactly like Charlotte, the woman in red, from Pardon Mon
Affaire - she appeared and glided by in a floaty, calf-length,
bright red dress - heading to the underground garage! Disbelievingly
and like spellbound I followed her with my eyes even when she
wasn't to see any longer and her steps were fading away in the
distance. No, not a time warp, everyone, however, needs his personal
fairy.
And was it worth the trouble? Oh yes, it was. I suppose I already
know what I'll do in the next season. Well, she is prepared,
because she already knows this page here (and has even
appreciated it, indeed).
To be continued
Evening with the lady pretty in pink in golden October:
Oscar et la dame rose at Théâtre Montparnasse.
Already the night before I was there and joined the autograph
hunters. With Éric-Emmanuel Schmitt, the author of the play,
and other folks she left the theater. They intended to have a dinner.
But she asked for some delay, went to the waiting and for each fan
she found time to talk with (even in English). Obviously in no way
she considered it as troublesomness. With a laugh she recognized
Das Glück von einer Katze gefunden zu werden and with
a shiny smile she placed her dedication in the book.
The following day showtime in real time: more than two hours she
alone on the stage. Not dressed up, playing several roles with full
effort, in a marvelous play. Magical. (Well, just even
Exceptionnelles
stands on the poster. ;-)
It didn't seem an additional encounter could happen this time - I
presumed the end of the theater season should be celebrated
subsequently. Nevertheless, a handful of die-hards gathered in
front of the theater and after a while they started a discussion
with some theater officials. Something was going on... Suddenly
the group moved to the stage entry. Bravely I followed. In the
artist wardrobe we were already expected! As very pretty lady in
black, tulle skirt and pull-over with V neck-line, with a lot of
silver accessories apologizing she grasped at a chair and started
small talk with us. A dream - in real.
Evident, time is running -
Objects in the rear view mirror seem to be closer than they are.
Soon she will just write books only.